opinion..

ppl...we all have one thing in common...sex,language,location and all such variables don't matter..we all have one thing in com,mon...
we have OPINION...
i don't know shud we have it or not..but the fact is WE HAVE..is it valid that one sitting in home,who never held bat in his hand..has an opinion on how Lara should bat ...or
someone who hasn't built a single building in life,talks about good architecture...(i can see a smile on 'the doer's face..)..and many such cases...this sounds meaninless...(this is my opinion..one who is in search of meanings himself..talks about meanings..what a irony..)..
but wait..ppl...just wonder..what if we do not have opinions...
will it not be real 'bechav'.(.can't find more apt word in english.. 'tasteless' is no good here)...
i mean..what we all have in common is opinion and what is most imp factor that differenciates us..is an opinion...

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what is an opinion...
to me it is set of priorities..
developed for achieveing some agenda..
or a by product of and 'event'..

our opinions are thr driving force of our lifes..directly or indirectly..isn't it..?
in other words..it's the sonographic results of how darker or pale are our grey cells lookin..
it's also a proof that we THINK...unless we THINK...we can't have an opinion..and surprisingly..what makes us think..is also opinion...(may be others)..
and why we think..if at-all we do.. to have an opinion...


without an opinion..the world will become stagannt......(or may be a better place!)
THAT'S MY OPINION !!!

good day

A Bandraite's dd is good but looks damn confused...god knows how hell manage his jury.. thesis juries require you to be out of logic in my opinion.. Tungare and Avinash Gore asked enought stupid questions ...patience is the key at such times... but work wise the friend going gr8...very neat study and analysis..but the ass needs to explain it simply and avoid architectural jargon... otherwise Mumbai Uni jury menbers will not understand the good things he is trying to do and F**k his ass over petty drawings and toilet sizes..
also met nitin-cdac...nice guy...had good time with him..but sometimes he pakaus...told him my idea abt met wrkshop...he liked it.

office....that's sanjay's botheration...my narayana murthy said...love ur job..not the company.... i conviniently agreewith him as i am fed with Edifice.. very dedicated and passionate bunch of people...and doing bad work in my opinion.. i joined them.. i need to be kicked out.. or i will do that to myself...soon..... i am ass to go there in first place..

architecture is gr8 only if it is made simpler and tangible..
i think i am bored...with what I am doing...
got to go...bye

ghosts....

today...office band hogaya aur dear saloni....my fellow architect obligued me by telling the story of 'darna jarori hai' and saved my some moolah and i was less scared.....
if there is god in this world...there has to be ghosts....but i believe....rather assume...the ghosts may not harm everybody...
almighty has planned things for u....if u r supposed to be ill treated by ill spirits..u willl ...that's ur package...accept it. it must be the punishment of ur sins in ur previous births...now u have chances...do good deeds....be nice to ppl and surrender urself to god...
like guruji says....believe and practice as if u r a powerful particle of the energy called god..several such good people come togather and the energy is termed as god..may be...nature !
god is nature...ill spirits are nature..and we are nature...so why to feel insecure of anythings...
try to be happy.....

i still need some mental maturity and spiritual power to overcome this fear....fear of darkness...fear of unknown...both inside and outside me !!!

choices....

choices....! the crux of what u r and what u will be....
"Life is all about making choices and facing it's consequences"

better are the choices...better are the consequences.... or rather should i say...if consequences are prooved better..them the choices made,then, automatically are considered as wise...

truth always wins....ha haha ha...bullshit !!!
whatever wins..is always the truth !!!

The good man won the war and the bad guy died..who knew...the guy who survived ..pronounced himself as good and another as bad...

Is hitler the only one to kill thousands of people...that he's one of the biggest bad buy in world history.....who ever the f**king the US president was during WW2 ,whoordered to bomb Hiroshima and Nagasaki to kill thousands of japanease...was a great strategist and world leader....and his act was not as insane as hitler...
f**k of... who are we fooilng ?

choices are not as important as their outcomes......
I bit drifted.. ppl....

it all started when the doer friend,(i call her THE DOER because she is hardcore believer in doing things than talking about it!!! and she paid my todays bread butter bill to local sandwitchwala..so i owe it to her) got frustrated over not having enough choices to eat at famous studio canteen and cornar tapri and having tooo many choices in consumer goods and other parts of life...
it remembered me of that song in rangeela...'chota bachha janke hamko ...".one line in that songs goes like this..."cadbury bole mai accha,complan bole mai achha,horlex bole mai achha....chocolate khane mein tention hai..doodh peene mein tention hai....tention tention tention.."...
do we need all these choices ...does it realy help....or is it just a illusion of customised alternatives...exact product for ur exact needs...
what r our needs...r they really our needs....
chandrika soap advert or emami cream advert will tell u that if u r dark looking girl or a guy..u r worthless...u have to be fair...then only u r respected...and for that emami has obligued mankind with their cream...now u r only a fool....to reject this tool...
and the chakkar shuru ho gaya bhaiyya....the general definations of our life are so rapidly changing...and the bad part is not according to our will but according to what the god of dreams has to sell...
ifs u r little healthy (i am not using word F**)...then u should ....SHOULD...use VLCC wt loss cream or join talwalkars or buy ab trainer so that u can wear 'sexy' dresses....point gained...!!!
other wise..u r a plump....they will nicely call u bigger or greater ppl and dump on ur face a series of 'XL' shops...point served again ...

who won..who lost....rukmini rukmini...shadike baad kya hua...
kon hara kon jeeta..kidkemeinse dekho jara....

rukmini is also speechless...she has no answer....

can't we ristrict our choices and define our needs.... we can...
i wish I can giv u example...

030506-the mahajan era ended

...not good...i mean it's not good at all...and this has happened not for the first time...n'th time the innocent(?) has suffered..suffered death...!!! howmuch ever i think...i could not find any reason for pramod mahajan to go...beyond !
politically he may be a good player ..he may have done some blunders in his personal life...he might not have climbed the ladder of success with shear merit...but no one does...'behind every great fortune..there is a crime '
but who the hell pravin was to make the judgement...???
pramod mahajan was definately one of good leaders of india...and visionary...multi faceted and extremely studied/aware and a cheerful leadership...he in his powers made good attempts to change the face to bjp,from 'sangh', to sort of comtemporary political party...a master strategist ...was a victim of personal rivalary..not relatd to politics at all...(well I wud like to think so .. at least..but it may not be true)
fate...!! the future prime minister of India....was aborted brutally by his own brother .Years planning and efforts were crushed in 3 min...what to say...
the top notch leaders in BJP,however they r mournig rite now,must be happy within...the power struggle is now more feasible as top most contender is no more..the competition is reduced..aftyer Vajpeyi and Advani....and now after Mahajan,it's only Jeytli,Swaraj,Rajnath Singh and few second leads r in the race...none of these can be seen as future face from BJP as PM of India...
mahajan is a big loss indeed...may his soul rest in peace ..

----umm...uhuh...can I ?

...ok...hi......u ppl wonderin why am I here ?..me too !
and that's what I am tryin to figure out...

everything around seems 'managed'...or do I see it like that ?
the defining boundries are so damn flexible...that they hardly exist..!

looking within...seems scary..generally we all wear glares...I can't afford them..as of now...so feeling helpless..I need to work really hard to afford glares...so that I can look within...
u ppl tell me..
how do I look ?
what shape I have..
what color I look..
what makes u see me...

...I am planning to keep writting...so that somedayI might see a mirror...with edges....
so to discover 'boundries' and understand definations.....if they exist !!!

my route..?..to reachwhere ?
to afford glares...?
the fourth road is not labelled....seems darker..

I had few ideas about myself....but contradicting to that I like being human ...at times !
yes....
Humans are good species.... aren't they ?
I look forward to be one of them...some day.... only to make Richard Dawkins Evolution Theories stronger... :')