Anticipation !

performing with prescriptions
is perpetually painful...
yet, rewarding in a strange way;
..like engineered orgasms !

Guaranteed gestures and ornamented organizations,
associated with zealous extacy...
allows me to lose hope ..well earned,my boy !
And azures of my crimson sky smile ..
in an anticipation of seductive sedative....

Paradigm Shift ?

Dubious deeds of my destined past
seldom serves me as a tested tool.
Here I lay my palms closed carefully,
bisecting my gut in agonized anticipation.
Dear, o dear,on one of your wandering spree,
guard your spirits and decipher your derelict alleys,
There lies a zone of designed dementia,
where twilight faded into silent darkness,
orphaned syllables suffocating and existence is challenged with elite mannerisms...
but the euphermal equation on the roadside billboard,
rests there everyday as I pass relentlessly
..
in search if potential paradigm shift !!!