Thursday, November 27, 2008

I want to read Kuran....!

I recently realised that I belong to MUMBAI.......Never in my life I thought I would be attached to a a thing called 'city' But I was really restless when I heard about terror attacks on Mumbai..I felt hurt... as if someone close to me backstabed me...... I have memories there..I walked on same streets when now deadbodies haunt...Queens necklace is now associated with images of bloodshed and hatred.....why.....I feel so helpless...because there is absolutely nothing that i can do about it... there is so much venom running in the veins of the city....How do I get rid of poison within me...the only way i can do it is kill myself...Can I ? NO.... then let this venom kill innocent lives.. NO.....what do I do....It is my city..literally....I also heard some 25 yr old terrorist talking... what may be my brother's age....what must be the reason.. motivation to these young lads to kill others and themselves.... How can they see so many innocent people getting killed by themselves....and still feel proud about it..... who must be programming their mind and how......what is this decication to some ill hearted person be chanellised to some bright cause ?...

I have a very close friend who is muslim.. I do understand that a religions and followers of the same can not be held responsible for extremist acts by some fanatics.....why time and again followers of this religion for involved in these attacks... and on the name of religion...obviously there are hidden agendas and vested interests....but does religions texts,beliefs somewhere nourish this thinking...I don't think so... or at least I don't know.

Before coming to conclusions..before I question my close friend....... I would like to have a closer look.....hence...

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